18.7.06

It Would Seem

It would seem that I had fallen off the face of the earth.
Up seems up here on terra firma but when you consider the cosmos it's really out.
It would seem that I don't care about blogging anymore.
I'm really just feeling the weight of myspace. That's not to say that I am participating, for in truth I am obstaining.
It would seem that my writing ambitions have gone down the toilet.
Not true my friends, I have been very actively working on paintings and drawings and when one of those activities blossom the other are bound by experience to suffer.
I could alter that but it would take an act of will that I will not possess until fall of 2008, or thereabouts.

It would seem that there are critters living in the walls and ceiling of my apartment.
This is true and I will post the letter of objection which I submitted to my apartment management for a discount of one half in Julys's rent. It was literary brilliance.
I say critters because I'm not sure of the exact genus and species of the pests living out their lives in the walls and ceilings of my apartment, but they chatter, and become more active at night.
That's not to say that I can't hear them during the day, because I can. They are however more active at night, while I am trying to sleep. I have used the voice recorder on my new mobile phone to record the chatterings.
I plan to go to the office of the apartment manager, this very day, and play the sounds for her for an update on the situation.

It would seem that the big things are the things that one should be patient about.
Family, career, relationships, long term desires etc.
What good does it do, to not mind waiting for the check, when the thought of your own career advancement makes you pace a rut in the wooden floor.
It would seem that patience is a virtue and that some are more virtuous than others.

It would seem that you should constantly be removing obstacles and lessening desires and getting rid of stuff.
Or else you'll get all weighed down.

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